Day 21 check in!
Jun. 21st, 2026 11:51 amHave you had a chance to write today?
A new week! Any new projects?
Have you had a chance to write today?
It happens to everyone - sometimes, you have nights where you just can't fall asleep, no matter what you do. It could be for a number of reasons, or no reason at all. And this is what's happened now: you've been laying in bed for what feels like hours, just tossing and turning, and nothing seems to help. So what's left to do? Get out of bed and go wake someone else up, of course. If you're not getting any sleep, then why should they? i n s t r u c t i o n s • Post with your character (note the name and fandom in the subject). o p t i o n s 01 • FEAR. Maybe you're hearing strange, indeterminable noises; maybe there's a severe storm happening outside; maybe you watched a scary movie before bed? Whatever the reason, you're terrified and it's keeping you awake. You just want to wake someone else up so they can protect you from the monster in your closet. |
Am currently in Bend, Oregon! On a catsit, of course. The kitty is an elderly little lady who has a sensitive stomach, but is otherwise very friendly. I'll be here through mid-August and am enjoying having central air con. The sun is VERY bright here, and it was in the high 80s/low 90s for most of the week. We even had a heat advisory on Monday, and a burn watch on Saturday!
📖 Read quite a few zines this week! Bend has a zine library and I've been taking advantage of being near it. Most of the ones I picked up are 10+ years old, some even 20+ years old! Of course that means that many zinesters are no longer active, and a lot of them don't have websites, but I did manage to find links for nearly all the ones I read this week.
This week I read: Mezcolanza 17, Rocket Queen 2, Rain Barrel 3, Everything is Fine 6, and the zine version of the book If Nothing Else the Sky by Dave Roche.
As for books, I'm slowing making my way through How to Shit Around the World by Jane Wilson-Howarth, which I got from a used bookstore here in Bend. It's funny and interesting but also I have to take breaks between chapters because there's only so much info about bowels and worms and bacteria I can take at one time.
🎮 Currently about halfway through The Outer Worlds. This'll be my second time through! I keep wanting to do some other build than ranged weapon/sneak-thief combo but I just really love sniping alien monsters and rooting through safes, soooo. This time I DID beef up my Science and Medical skills so I've gotten a few new dialogue options, which is fun.
I do like a lot of things about this game, but I'm frustrated how some choices don't matter at all despite the game making you THINK they matter-- they don't change anything in the game except maybe your reputation with a particular group, and that doesn't matter THAT much. Like, at one point I blasted an anti-slug pesticide over a whole area that supposedly would kill the parasitic slugs and save the people they were attached to, but even after doing that there were still slugged-up people running around and attacking me. So what was the point of making the pesticide, except for some XP?
📺 Started watching Fallout (season 1) and am trying something new: I am NOT binge-watching it! I'm doing one episode a day and so am currently on episode 4. It's a little more gory than I'd like, but it's pretty good so far and seems like a decent adaptation of the games (most of my knowledge is from Monster Factory episodes, to be fair). I can definitely see why everyone went crazy over the Walton Goggins ghoul character the last couple years.
Also watched the last episode of Widow's Bay, which I very much enjoyed and was only a little scary for me, a wimp who avoids most horror media. It helped that it was more a comedy-horror than horror-tragedy. I'm looking forward to season 2!
Also redid my journal layout! Changed the whole thing and updated the colors for a more summery feel. Yay!
A walk every day, and a Songs for Saturday post. And some project planning, which you can find in the aforementioned post. So not as unproductive as many of my weeks have been lately. I'll take what I can get. And we'll see how long the streak lasts.
Happy Solstice! It is definitely summer here in Den Haag. The shorts and short-sleeved shirts I ordered fro Land's End arrived just in time.
It's also Father's Day, and so far one of my kids, E, has contacted me. Though she didn't mention the day, though, so it's possible she just got off her Saturday shift. I'll wait until tonight, when it's afternoon in the Seattle area, before attempting to ping R. Meanwhile, I'm missing my Dad, who died in 1999.
Also on the negative side, my body feels like it's continuing to deteriorate. Both shoulders hurt, but especially the left, which is my dominant side and the one I sleep on. Frequently with a cat in front of my face. I haven't been to an optician in far too long; same thing for dentist. And my trigger fingers are back. In 2018 it was my left thumb; now (as of about a month ago) it's the fingers on both hands. Blarg. Compression gloves and therapy putty help; diclofenac gel hasn't done much but I'll stay with it and hope.
And standing for more than about five minutes or walking more than about 500 meters hurts in my hip/lower back area. Probably QL or piriformis. I have a PT appointment a week from Tuesday. Finally got off my arse this week and made the appointent. And I have a pelvic floor PT appointment this Tuesday. As I said, deteriorating.
Linkies! The Crazy Story of a Car-Free Street in Amsterdam - YouTube. Kotlin (Official Power Point [music] Video) dev metal? Google Just Lost the Argument It’s Been Hiding Behind for 20 Years.
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| 06/05/2026 | 06/26/2026 | Fanworks | Arcane: Signup period for Moderator/Promotional Artist applications for Arcane AU Zine | click here for details | |
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| 06/12/2026 | 06/26/2026 | Tagset Noms | Multifandom: Tagset nomination period for this multifandom tropefest. | click here for details | |
| 06/13/2026 | 06/26/2026 | sacrificialsummer2026 (AO3) | Tagset Noms | Berserk: Tagset nomination period for Sacrificial Summer 2026, a Berserk Fic & Art Exchange | click here for details |


Happy Bunday! Via Ian Preston
