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Three Body Problem by Liu Cixin
Three Body Problem by Liu Cixin
Remembrance of Earth's Past #1


I really need to get into gear with posting my book reviews - I read this in April/May and wrote it up, too, but forgot to post it.

I read this book in German, since I have to read a translation of it anyway, and the German one is supposed to be very good.

If anyone doesn't know the general gist of the novel yet:

Astrophysicist Ye Wenjie, in political exile in a secret military base and disilluisioned with mankind after the atrocities she witnessed during the cultural revolution and the destruction of natural beauty all around her, secretly broadcasts a message into space to invite aliens to Earth to settle its problems.

Years later, nanomaterials researcher Wang Miao is forced to confront an apparent alien conspiracy that has caused many scientists to commit suicide, and his own life seems to be on a (very short) countdown towards death, too.



I loved all the cultural revolution parts. It's not every day that a Chinese author honestly describes how terrible it was for the people involved. That was by far my favorite part of the book.

Everything "science"-related just drove me up the wall, though, so I had a very hard time finishing it, and basically just skipped the last third just to get it over with. I will not read the remaining books in the series. This is a pity, because I'd been looking forward to watching the addaptations. Maybe I'll still do that sometime...

spoilery (and ranty) thoughts

* Oh god the science, where do I start?

* Wang Miao sees a countdown superimposed over everything, even pictures he takes with his camera. When his wife takes pictures with the same camera, there is no countdown. This is not how science works. (It's like vampires having no reflection. That's not how light works.)

* The aliens prove their existence to Wang Miao by causing a change in background radiation, which should be completely impossible. (Duh, it is. There is no scientific explanation for this. I waited for one, but it did not come. Except for the "sophons", see below. I did not buy it.)

* One of the rounds in the three body problem computer game has a planet and a sun come so close to each other that people start to float from one to the other. Wtf this is not how gravity works!

* That Ye Wenjie is so disillusioned with humanity that she would want aliens to either save or destroy Earth is something I can accept. That the majority of human/Chinese scientists would commit suicide out of despair over an alien invasion is something I cannot. The whole drama aspect of Wang Miao's first few chapters just did not work for me at all.

*The Trisolarans develop "sophons" (minuscule supercomputers embedded in single protons) in order to arrest Earth's technological development by interfering with its scientific experiments. Ostensibly, them being light particles, they can travel at light speed, but they still contain information somehow and can expand into computers... um... no. Nope. That's not how astrophysics works. He tried to explain the multidimensional aspect of it, but it didn't sound believable to me.

* Let alone the assumption that the Trisolarans would know exactly how to stifle our development from ... a few communications a few decades back? Not bloody likely.

* The Trisolarans (in the computer game) also develop a computer made out of people. This might work in Minecraft, but not on a scale like this, with every person being a logic gate by lifting flags they have in their hands. This is so utterly ridiculous. People aren't reliable like that. The accumulated errors would throw off every calculation. Although if you want to look at it as a "the Chinese army is so reliable" metaphor, that's another story.

* There are several comments on society, stating that most of the users of the three body computer game are older people, educated Chinese, for example. I'm not sure if that was intended as a political dig, or whatever. It wasn't consistent enough to make sense to me, anyway. There were several throwaway generalizing statements like this in the book instead of having them evolve organically from the narrative.

* So. Metaphorically, I can see what Liu Cixin did, and there might be some merit in it, especially in looking at the mindsets of the characters involved, and getting more thoughts on how people live(d) in China. But I've talked to people who have read the remaining two books, and I've been told that it's just more scifi and less personal/societal consequences. I can accept a scifi premise as the means of analyzing human behavior, or throwing light on specific societal constructs, that's absolutely a reason I read scifi/fantasy, but there has to be at least a minimally logical basis for everything to rest on, and this book just doesn't have that for me. I was just ranting at the scientific impossibility of it the whole time.

* As I said, I really like how he described the cultural revolution, how different people dealt with it, and how extreme the wounds left in everyone's psyche were. It was worth reading the book for that, but the "science" parts just made me angry, and subjecting myself to more of that is absolutely not worth it.


1 star - Interesting and harrowing descriptions of the Chinese cultural revolution, but the rest of the book just wasn't for me.



1 - 5 stars - Shards of Earth by Adrian Tchaikovsky The Final Architecture #1 [DW link]
2 - 2 stars - Miss Merkel: Mord auf dem Friedhof by David Safier Miss Merkel #2 [DW link]
3 - 4 stars - Once Broken Faith by Seanan McGuire Toby Daye #10 [DW link]
4 - 1 star - Three Body Problem by Liu Cixin [DW link]
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Who was it who said something like -- in a way all books are games, whether they are actual gamebooks or not, because all readers engage with a novel (I feel like they said novel?) with some level of imaginary wiggle room, constantly envisioning alternatives?

Queer reading is one form of this, but any reading contains some aspect of this push-pull. I think this person said that this is in fact an inevitable part of reading a story, this alternate acceptance and refusal, this shimmering of possibility, such that (famously) you can read a story over and over again and still always hope at a particular point that a character will make a different decision?

(I may have asked this before, because it is an idea that intermittently preoccupies me.)

(Possibly several times, because it might be in my notes from 2023, but who can find those?)

(Now I feel paranoid that I never stop asking this question)

(Also I got double vaccinated today and I am a teeny bit feverish)

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tinny: Lin Yiyang and Yin Guo looking at each other, about to kiss, in soft yellow-orange colors (cdrama_snowstorm_kiss)
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Here's the next Wu Lei drama picspam! From Amidst a Snowstorm of Love, a 2024 drama starring Wu Lei and Zhao Jinmai. This drama has so many kisses! \o/

here are my thoughts on the drama itself (mostly spoiler-free)

Amidst a Snowstorm of Love, a 2024 cdrama starring Wu Lei and Zhao Jinmai as successful (i.e. impossibly competent) billiard players. It's on viki. It was filmed in Finland, replete with lots of night scenes and snow everywhere (the BTS about that is funny because apparently it did not snow nearly enough and most of the snow is fake). It's based on a webnovel by MBFB, the same author who wrote Love Me Love My Voice, which was so low on drama it verged on boring, but I sat through the whole thing last year.

Wu Lei's subtle expressions held my attention here too (and he's soooo pretty), but his character is the older one in the relationship, and he's very stoic, which just isn't Wu Lei. (Which is funny because the leads are the same age and they both said that this made the shoot easy for them because they got along very well.) Plus there are some tropes I don't like - and I recognize them as typical for the author: both leads are hyper-competent, they seem to have an inhuman number of hours every day to do their multiple jobs and travel for six hours on top of that, there is a lot of eating/food conversation going on, the man does implausible romantic things for the woman while keeping important things secret from her, all the side characters are in favor of the romance and constantly commenting on it. I went into it expecting pretty much all of it, so it's not too bad. It turns out that watching characters play billiard tournaments is much less interesting than watching people cook (which is what Love Me Love My Voice did), but really enjoyed the BTS material, especially the featurettes on the leads getting proper training in the sport. (Otoh, I have also been watching a ton of Dongji Rescue BTS material, and learning to freedive >> learning to play billiards, just sayin. ;))

I also dipped my toes into the novel the drama is based on, trying to figure out if some of the relationship setup things were better in the novel, but it turns out the drama is very very close to the novel, often scene by scene, including dialogue. Which is probably a good thing, because there is only a terrible MTL translation available of the novel (the title is "During the Snowstorm"). I actually needed the drama to explain some of the book scenes to me, because the translation was pretty much incomprehensible. /o\ I did not get very far into the novel - no kiss scenes yet - but apparently the drama was heavily censored and stripped of eight episodes to meet the episode limit requirements when it aired last year, so I expect there are some differences.

Summing up the last third of the drama: the fact that he did his confession speech in English was very cool. Very unusual. My complaints center on two reoccurring things: 1) she keeps evading his kisses and 2) he tends to do surprising things with the idea of it being Romantic TM, and she always pouts and complains about him not telling her about it in advance. Rightly so, I guess, but it's grating to watch it over and over. Especially since I think the show is trying to tell us that he's in the right.

Overall, I'm in two minds about the drama, because I always somehow expected more from it than it gave me, but otoh it wasn't *bad*. The romance was very sweet most of the time, and I liked the many kisses especially.


Picspam List:
#1: Nothing But You
#2: Will Love in Spring
#3: Amidst a Snowstorm of Love

The selection of my favorite 40 pics separately downloadable in full size from this gallery: https://postimg.cc/gallery/tP5wg9r
Those 40 plus all 340 as zip files: https://www.mediafire.com/file/xckl8wg2qypbw0b/snowstorm_picspam.zip + https://www.mediafire.com/file/0mneuef0se82rcb/snowstorm_allcaps.zip

Enjoy!



40 pics - mostly of the couple hugging/kissing )


I've made thirty-six icons from these so far:



28 more )

x-posted to [community profile] cdramacaps
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Neighbor: I guess it's time to put the gardens to bed for the winter.

Geraniums being hustled in: 6
Dahlias curing in utility room: 9
Canna lilies to lift, clean, and dry: 32
Spring bulbs just arrived from Brent & Becky's: 450

Me: ...yeah, I guess.

can't relate )

Last year a kind neighbor gave me an orchid when Mimi died. "So you'll think of her every time it blooms," she said. I am not an orchid whisperer, and although I was very touched and tremendously appreciative, I was not optimistic.

Yet lo, the miracle orchid has bloomed again ♥.♥

Youtube

Nov. 5th, 2025 05:47 pm
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Has Youtube been driving everyone else batty too with the auto-dubbed videos? At least you can manually switch the audio track to the original - but now it's auto-translating the video descriptions too, and I haven't yet found out how to get back to the original there.

It makes me want to scream. Who thinks that's a good idea?! Not anyone who speaks smore than one language, that's for sure - and even then! AAARGH.

I searched in hopes of finding some way to disable this nonsense, and found no way on Youtube itself, but there's a browser extension that gets you back to original audio and description!

Firefox version | Chrome version

It says it doesn't work on mobile, but I don't watch videos on mobile, so that doesn't matter to me much. And either way, better than nothing. *grumbles some more*

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Nov. 4th, 2025 11:41 pm
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Had a birthday, so did an Excursion to several of the local places that give free stuff. Some of them are good for a month, but it's funner to do it on the day. Sushi place has a big wheel you can spin; I got chopsticks (nice ones, not the disposable ones), which was funny because I'd also purchased lunch for takeout (they do an amazing calamari) and they asked if I needed chopsticks, to which I said no because we had some at home, and then they brought me to spin the wheel... I also got ice cream and an Insomnia Cookies deluxe, and the person also gave me a purple pen and a sticker.

Am I ridiculous for getting excited about free stuff? Probably. Do I care? Nah. The benefit of getting older is shedding the fucks you would otherwise give.

I also got myself a tuxedo cake from Costco. I'm not going to eat it all myself, that's more cake than I can eat, but dang is it good.



Other things:

Went to a concert Sunday, Itzhak Perlman and a klezmer group, doing a tour as a 30th anniversary celebration of the PBS special In The Fiddler's House. It's my first time seeing Perlman doing a non-violin-solo classical-music concert, but also he's fricking 80 and probably enjoys not having to be the only person onstage.

I finally got around to signing up for Apple TV, and started watching Murderbot. (I've read the books already.) Is very good. I haven't finished the Doctor Whos yet (mid season 2), and I have to do so much shit for my mom's situation that I can't allow myself to just watch tv all day.

(I've lost access to mom's MyChart because it turns out proxy access expires and has to be renewed, but mom can't log in -- not just at her internet-less home but literally anywhere; they introduced 2FA that sends a code to the email address she can't access because google wants 2FA to the cell phone that doesn't get texts -- and can't seem to call anyone other than me. I don't know if they take verbal permission given over the phone anyway. This whole situation is ughhhhh.

good enough for me

Nov. 4th, 2025 10:40 pm
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[livejournal.com profile] sandboxdiva pinged me this weekend wanting to ensure that I'd seen the latest Binging with Babish episode since it focused on chocolate chip cookies, so of course I promptly had to sit down and watch it.

Binging with Babish: 10 Levels of Chocolate Chip Cookies (embed) )

1. Did I pause the video to take note of exactly how fancy the ingredients were for the Level 8 cookies, yes I did. )

2. Did I also factcheck Babish on his assertion that "regular old homemade chocolate chip cookies probably cost like $6/batch to make," why yes I did. Come on, buddy, you're based in Brooklyn, groceries aren't cheaper there than in the Bay Area.

How much does it cost to make a batch of Toll House cookies in November 2025? )

3. Am I doing all this to distract myself from all of the elections going down today? Of bloody course I am.

4. Is my version of the Guittard Super Chip cookie recipe still my go-to? Yes, because 72 hours is a long time to wait for cookies. Also, converted to weights, a higher ratio of brown sugar to white sugar, and no nuts.

5. What am I baking for choir tomorrow? Um. I should probably figure that out, shouldn't I. Of all the bougie things to have on hand, I actually currently have a glut of hazelnut flour that needs to get used up, and we do have some gluten-intolerant choir members, so I may end up with a flavor variant of these hazelnut chocolate chip cookies, probably converted to bar format, possibly with the spicing and inclusions changed up.

6. Reminder to self: you'll be in rehearsal tomorrow and will have to miss it, but Community Kitchens is doing trainings for home chef volunteers to cook meals for the Town Fridges in Oakland. Ping them to find out when the next training is.

7. Oh thank god, results are coming in for the major races and I don't know of any truly disasterrific results yet.
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I realized I forgot to mention that I have a new job! I am working in accounts receivable at a pediatric dentistry nonprofit, whose mission is to get dental care to all children in Minnesota. I started mid-October and spent my first two weeks mostly doing call center and scheduling work because A) cross-training is a good idea and B) there was a temporary staff shortage. But last week I finally got started on my real job and so far I am enjoying it. Lots of things to put in order!

Once I got the job, I began seriously looking for an apartment, and last Thursday I signed a lease with a November 15 start date for a 2-bedroom in a northwest suburb of Minneapolis. I am still waiting to hear if I can use the building's parking lot for my U-Haul U-Boxes, or if I'll have to finagle street parking, but that is a relatively minor detail.

My next step is to find a doctor, and also to decide if I want to get health insurance through this job for 2026, whether to buy another plan through the MNsure website, or whether to buy insurance directly from my current insurer.

Also my new job comes with a 403(b) plan, which I think I have set up to do Roth contributions. There are many valid reasons to go with a traditional tax-deferred retirement plan, but I have always preferred Roth accounts for myself, ever since I opened an IRA back in high school.

Also also, I am sure I forgot to mention that I was hired back by Not the IRS. The re-hiring was never really in question -- the issue was which office I'd be working in. That played a role in my apartment search, along with my main job, my parents' location, and Vicky's location. I have completed my required continuing education and renewed my PTIN, so things are going fine on that front.

And lastly, unrelated to any practical concerns, I signed up for a one-afternoon online seminar about medieval high German literature through Medievalists.net, which will run from 11am-2pm CST this coming Saturday. I just received the course documents today, and I am looking forward to it a lot!

Me-and-media update

Nov. 5th, 2025 12:22 pm
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I haven't done a media update in weeks! Here's what I've been watching and reading.

Reading
It didn't feel like a lot when I started, but cutting for length anyway. )

Kdramas
This always felt like a lot. )

Other TV
There's quite a lot here, too. )

Guardian/Fandom
Wishliiiiiiist! It went so well. Belated hooray for everyone and all the treats! :D

Perusing the Yuletide tagset was an object lesson in "other people's character preferences are not my character preferences, and that's okay." Still, I have a bunch of things to potentially treat if I can get into gear.

Films
Grace: a prayer for peace, a film about Aotearoa / New Zealand artist Robin White. Beautiful and arty, and I had trouble staying awake. (I'm not great at maintaining attention when there's no dialogue.)

Audio stuff
A handful of eps of Tech Won't Save Us, mostly AI-related. Some Guilty Feminist (UK), which is a bit hit-and-miss for me, but at least is tuned in to *gestures at the dumpster fire that is politics in a lot of places*
/o\ /o\ /o\(They have a new series of live shows called "The Road to Gilead", and are particularly loud about Farage's links to US right-wing anti-abortion group ADF.)
Writing Excuses. Letters from an American by Heather Cox Richardson.

Writing/making things
I currently have a thing at beta, and I'm gearing myself up to work on my Yuletide assignment fic.

I broke my [community profile] fan_flashworks streak during Guardian Wishlist. That's okay; I actually find streaks a bit burdensome when they get too long. I'm not in a pushing-myself headspace. Instead of writing anything for the Amnesty round, I posted some of the art I've been trying out via Youtube instructional videos for kids. (I'm so happy with how the eyes came out on the kitten-dragon.) (Youtube art videos for kids are excellent, btw! I've drawn a fox, a llama, an owl, a lemur, another dragon, a unicorn mer-red-panda, and a few other things, and they always turn out pleasingly, despite my zero skill level. I'm thinking of investing in a set of coloured pencils for grown-ups, but for now I'm enjoying the tin of miniature ones [personal profile] cyphomandra sent me before my hysterectomy and a few others left over from when I was five. :-)

Life/health/mental state things
Over the last few months, I've noticed more and more long silver hairs in my house. Hmph.

Good things
The Guardian Slo-Mo Rewatch on [community profile] sid_guardian. Guardian fandom generally. Yuletide. Podfic and audiobooks and Kdramas and libraries. The forecast for tomorrow is good. Kdramas. We went to an art exhibition opening yesterday evening, and it was great and made me want to make more things. Writers' Hour.

Poll #33799 Time is
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 45


Time is

View Answers

an arrow
6 (13.3%)

a fruit fly
9 (20.0%)

a banana
6 (13.3%)

melting
12 (26.7%)

relentless
21 (46.7%)

elusive
14 (31.1%)

other
6 (13.3%)

ticky-box full of hippity-hoppity frogs
15 (33.3%)

ticky-box full of blue-haired punk red pandas being, on average, purple
24 (53.3%)

ticky-box full of weird clock karma
17 (37.8%)

ticky-box full of colouring in
23 (51.1%)

ticky-box full of hugs
33 (73.3%)

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Zhao Yunlan sprawled on a couch, grinning at his phone. The background shows a purply sky with stars. Text reads "Slo-Mo Rewatch. Guardian - half an episode per week @ sid-guardian.dreamwidth.org."


Hello, Guardian Rewatchers! Thanks to everyone who's been part of the discussion, or has been reading along. ♥

Come join us for round 2 of the Guardian Slo-Mo Rewatch! We're watching half an episode a week (about twenty minutes) so we can talk and squee about our beloved 镇魂 | Guardian drama. With the second batch of episodes, be ready for mirrors, web novels, book scams, Zhao Yunlan's disaster flat and the start of the Hanga arc!

(For those who remember our last rewatch, this time we're aiming for a lighter touch. Posts are on the minimalist side - a brief summary, one quote, one screencap, maybe one noteworthy detail and some discussion-starter questions.)

We're looking forward to some more fun discussions as we revisit Haixing, Dixing, and the SID – and of course you can always drop in on any of the previous discussions at any time.

Fans of the novel, the drama, or both are very welcome! You don't have to keep up with the rewatch – it's absolutely fine to dip in at any time. We want to hear what you think! Those of us who participated in the Novel Readalong or are otherwise familiar with the novel are likely to compare and contrast the two canons, but it's 100% okay to focus purely on the drama.

Please consider hosting a post or two, if you're willing and able to! Comment with a date from the schedule below. Posts should ideally be made sometime on the Friday or Saturday, in any time zone.

Schedule for round 2
Weekend of 14 November - episode 6 up to 22:44:
Weekend of 21 November - episode 6 from 22:44:
Weekend of 28 November - episode 7 up to 24:30:
Weekend of 5 December - episode 7 from 24:30:
Weekend of 12 December - episode 8 up to 22:19:
Weekend of 19 December - episode 8 from 22:19:
Weekend of 26 December - no new post; catch-up time!
Weekend of 2 January - no new post; catch-up time!
Weekend of 9 January - - episode 9 up to 22:52:
Weekend of 16 January - episode 9 from 22:52:
Weekend of 23 January - episode 10 up to 22:09:
Weekend of 30 January - episode 10 from 22:09:

My latest Guardian fanworks

Nov. 4th, 2025 07:39 am
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1 dramaverse fic, 2 novelverse fics, 1 RPF drawing. :)

I Will Miss Him Too (325 words) by facethestrange
Fandom: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Da Qing & Shen Wei (Guardian), Da Qing & Shen Wei & Zhao Yunlan, Background Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan
Characters: Shen Wei (Guardian), Da Qing (Guardian)
Additional Tags: Ye Olde Haixing Era, The Pendant of Pining, or the Wrapper of Pining at this point
Summary: Da Qing picks up Shen Wei's most prized possession and lifts it up, mouth open in curious delight. The golden wrapper glints in a ray of sunlight at the entrance of the tent.

Everywhere (811 words) by facethestrange
Fandom: 镇魂 | Guardian - priest
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Kunlun/Shen Wei (Guardian)
Characters: Shen Wei (Guardian), Kunlun (Guardian)
Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Porn with Feelings, Sounding, Anal Play, Tentacle Sex, vine sex, Vines, Consentacles, use of powers during sex, Invisibility, Outdoor Sex, Tenderness, Soft, Aged-Up Character, Adult Wei, POV Shen Wei (Guardian), no nut kinkvember 2025, Kinktober 2025
Summary: Wei loves to look at Kunlun — the soft fire in his eyes, and the unruly curtain of hair falling around them, and the way his robes slip off his shoulders and he smiles, bare and shameless. But Wei loves this too — the yellow-green glow behind his eyelids as Kunlun gives and gives until Wei can't take anymore, unseen, everywhere.

It's Kunlun's turn to look at him.

Good Kid (693 words) by facethestrange
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 镇魂 | Guardian - priest
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Chu Shuzhi/Guo Changcheng
Characters: Guo Changcheng, Chu Shuzhi, Minor Characters
Additional Tags: Set During Canon, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Missing Scene, POV Guo Changcheng
Summary: "He— He should be home, but I haven't knocked yet," Guo Changcheng replies and winces. She's really sweet and she wouldn't roll her eyes at him, but he doesn't want to look at her in case she does.

"What do you want from him anyway that got you so terrified?" She raises an eyebrow. "Trying to ask him out?"

———
A slight canon divergence/missing scene of the moment where the auntie from the neighborhood committee leaves Guo Changcheng in front of Chu Shuzhi's door (volume 2, chapter 16).


Long Day on Set by facethestrange
Fandom: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018) RPF, Chinese Actor RPF
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Bai Yu/Zhu Yilong
Characters: Bai Yu (Actor), Zhu Yilong
Additional Tags: Cuddling & Snuggling, Sleepy Cuddles, Literal Sleeping Together, Fanart, Drawing
Summary: They are eepy tired.
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Thinking of absent friends as the moon turns full and the year turns to winter.

Death and the Moon

                        (for Catherine Marcangeli)

The moon is nearer than where death took you
at the end of the old year. Cold as cash
in the sky's dark pocket, its hard old face
is gold as a mask tonight. I break the ice
over the fish in my frozen pond, look up
as the ghosts of my wordless breath reach
for the stars. If I stood on the tip of my toes
and stretched, I could touch the edge of the moon.

I stooped at the lip of your open grave
to gather a fistful of earth, hard rain,
tough confetti, and tossed it down. It stuttered
like morse on the wood over your eyes, your tongue,
your soundless ears. Then as I slept my living sleep
the ground gulped you, swallowed you whole,
and though I was there when you died,
in the red cave of your widow's unbearable cry,

and measured the space between last words
and silence, I cannot say where you are. Unreachable
by prayer, even if poems are prayers. Unseeable
in the air, even if souls are stars. I turn
to the house, its windows tender with light, the moon,
surely, only as far again as the roof. The goldfish
are tongues in the water's mouth. The black night
is huge, mute, and you are further forever than that.


— Carol Ann Duffy
from Feminine Gospels

13 icons for seasons_of_fandom

Nov. 3rd, 2025 06:03 pm
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[personal profile] tinny
The challenge at [community profile] seasons_of_fandom was to randomly draw a tarot card and make up to ten icons (or other stuff - but I always choose icons) of the theme that card represents. I got The Star, which stands for "hope, bright prospects, and spiritual guidance." So here are some icons of people seeking spiritual guidance or generally being hopeful - and I used a star texture for all of them, too.

Teasers:



11+2 icons - all Wu-Lei-related )

Concrit welcome! Comments adored! Credit appreciated! Take and use as many icons as you like. If you want to know whose textures and brushes I use, take a look at my resource post.

Previous icon posts:

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[community profile] rarepairexchange author reveals happened this night! I wrote Word of Honor femslash. :D

It was great to revisit Word of Honor - I need to find time for a full rewatch at some point! It's still so good. And I'm still so delighted with the women of Ghost Valley and all the thematic depth the drama added just by including them. Also, Ghost Valley worldbuilding is a lot of fun to play with!

(I'm a bit bummed out that almost no one seems to have read the fic, in what definitely wasn't a ship of two the last time I checked. But my recipient liked it, so there's that!)

Anyway, here's some backstory about Liu Qianqiao's early days in Ghost Valley:

**

forgetting any other tie but this (5410 words)
Fandom: 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)
Rating: Mature
Relationship: Liu Qianqiao/Luo Fumeng
Content Tags: Backstory, Canon Compliant, Getting Together, Ghost Valley, Ghost Valley Politics, Department of the Unfaithful, Worldbuilding, cameos by Wen Kexing and Gu Xiang, and several original Ghost characters

Summary: Something was wrong with Xi Sang Gui, and Liu Qianqiao couldn't simply sit and wait.

Write Every Day: final talley

Nov. 3rd, 2025 05:12 pm
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As always, it was a pleasure to host. Thanks for being such delightful guests!

Here's the final tally for Write Every Day, 16-31 October 2025.

Tally )

Please let me know if I’ve missed you, and feel free to check in belatedly. :-)

Postcards from the AI-pocalypse

Nov. 3rd, 2025 05:08 pm
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I read this last week, and it's been haunting me ever since.
A new kind of bias: AI choosing itself over humans
Adding another wrinkle, researchers publishing in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences (PNAS) recently discovered a startling trend they call “AI–AI bias.” Large language models like GPT-4 and Meta’s Llama 3.1 consistently favored content created by other AIs over human-written material across product ads, academic abstracts, and even movie reviews.

Study coauthor Jan Kulveit warned that such bias could reshape economic opportunities, with humans at risk of being systematically sidelined. “Being human in an economy populated by AI agents would suck,” he said on X, advising people to run their work through AI tools before submitting it if they suspect another AI will be evaluating it.

This creates a troubling picture: not only are AI systems struggling to deliver promised productivity gains, but they may also be reinforcing their own dominance at the expense of human contributions.

From this article in The Economic Times (India), which also covers an MIT study into AI business application ("95 percent of business attempts to integrate generative AI are failing"), the AI bubble, and AI psychosis.

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